This is another devotional from the book given to me called "Jesus Calling". I could post one of these everyday because they are so dang good!      Thank me in the midst of the crucible. When things seem all wrong, look for growth opportunities. Especially, look for areas...

One of my friends pointed out after my post regarding the second SA that the 200,000 sperm from the last test is only one zero away from the 2 million needed for IUI and two zeroes away from a natural pregnancy. This was so encouraging...

James 5:13-16 - Is anyone among you in trouble? Let them pray. Is anyone happy? Let them sing songs of praise. Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them and anoint them with oil in the name...

Can You See Him During Difficult Times is a sermon I came across on the lifechurch.tv website. The scriptures is Mark 10:46-52. The pastor spoke about Bartimaeus and his trial as a blind man. Here are my notes:Then they came to Jericho. As Jesus and...

Came across this poem today on the infertility forum I follow. Just one more way of God whispering in my ear to just be still and wait :)Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.I pled and I wept for a clue to my...

"When God Says Wait" was a sermon I heard back in 2008 at Gateway Church in Southlake. I recently remembered it and found my old journal with the notes from the sermon. I can't believe how long it has been, yet I remember so much...

We got the second round of blood tests back from C.J's last appointment. They tested for HIV, which is required if we do decide to ever freeze a sample, and that came back negative. Also, his testosterone went from 318 to 592! He will continue...

A friend the other day pointed out all the people she had come across recently who become parents as teenagers, birthed a child to a baby who wouldn't have a father, or got pregnant on their first month of trying. Interestingly, a few days before...

A friends' mom sent me a devotional, Jesus Calling by Sarah Young. It gives the perspective from scripture of Jesus talking to the reader. I opened to a random page and read this one first: Come to me with all your weaknesses: physical, emotional, and spiritual.  Rest...

C.J and I just got back from his second SA (semen analysis) appointment. While we were in the waiting room, the nurse said to us, "Good news...