A Letter To Our Future Babies
To My Sweet Babies,
How is it possible to love you this much? I know I don’t know you yet, but I think about you all the time. I pray for you all the time too. I pray for you by name. I pray that you would come soon. I pray that you would come to know the Lord at a young age. I pray that your body would be created healthy in His image. I pray that you would know how loved you are. It’s such an honor to pray for you.
In faith, I cleaned out your room two years ago and I still go in there every day. Around the same time I started praying on my knees for you and even more recently I also built a war room. It’s lonely by myself, but I am believing one day soon you will join me there too. I can’t wait to rock you to sleep, pray with you, change your dirty diaper, read a book, or snuggle with you. I don’t care how the time is spent, I just want you with me.
I’m actually not the only one praying, but there are people who I have never even met who are praying for you too. It’s not just people in Texas praying for you, but there are people all over the world who are praying. Anytime prayer is offered, we say yes! Whether it is every Sunday at church or healing prayer we ask anyone and everyone who is willing to join us in prayer, to pray. It leaves me in awe to think about how many people are praying for you.
There are days I don’t want to get out of bed. It would be easier if I didn’t have to. The wait for you has been so hard. So so so hard. The pain is extreme. I have cried so many tears for you. It has been one long, ongoing heartache. I have had to wait and wait and wait some more. It would be so much easier to give up. It would be so much easier to move on with life and stop waiting for you, but I love you too much to do that. I won’t stop asking and believing until I am holding you in my arms.
I want you to know I would do anything for you. Not only would I do anything for you now, before you are even here, but for forever and always too. Despite whatever trial you face, I hope that you stay strong and persistent in the Lord. He is on your side. He is for you. Remember that with faith, nothing is impossible with God. You are a living testimony of that truth.
If I could do anything to have you be in my arms sooner, I would. But, I know it’s completely out of my control. I find rest and peace in the fact that the Lord knows the exact minute you will be born. He already knows every hair on your head. He knows every detail and what I want you know is not only how much I love you, but how much your heavenly father loves you too.
I will wait for you my sweet babies! I will wait as long as I have to, because you are worth it. You are loved. You are cherished. You are thought about. May you never forget that each of you are miracles. You are not only an answer to mommy and daddy’s thousands and thousands of prayers, but to so many others prayers too.
I love you to the moon and back! – Mommy
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