Today is Kai's 3rd birthday. Although my immediate response as this day approached was it was going to be a really bad, awful, awful day I realized that with Jesus it doesn't have to be. Do we miss Kai more than anything? Yes! Does it make...

Lately, I haven't been the most fun or pleasant person to be around. I feel like I'm in a pit of darkness, yet I know I don't want to stay there and I want to get out of the pit. It all started when my world...

Yesterday Colby and I celebrated our 3 year anniversary. Lately, celebrating isn't something that has happened much around here. Instead of celebrating, it's been a month of mourning and grieving. It’s hard to celebrate when your heart is so heavy. It's crazy how even though our...